Suicide Is Not An Option

"You're ugly. "

"You're so lonely."

"You're still living in the past. I'm married now. Move on"




These are not demeaning words. These are words run from a scared mouth and they did not scare me when it was directed my way. Yes it did hurt like hell but thinking about taking my life was the last thing i would have had on my mind.

Forgive me for not discussing about how to tackle rejection. I will but i just had to talk about something that's even more important. 

What causes suicide?

Loneliness. Yup that's the biggest factor for me. Rejection, debt, break up are other factors that push one to the edge. From my personal experience trust me I've undergone this a few years back was loneliness.

To some extent it is true that we came alone in this world and are departing alone but there comes a time when we need shoulders to lean on and cry our hearts out. Fortunately for me i had my mom there when i needed someone to share my feelings. 

It may amaze you that i too saw that sharp blade of razor as an angel. There was someone who needed me here and that was my mom. It is because of  her i surpassed my gloom thoughts.

So what made me so lonely? Refer second quoted text. Yup a girl.

How do you fight suicide?

1) Talk to the person whom you trust the most. 

2) Think about the huge blow your action will give to the people who love you.

3) Read the Bible. This is rarely mentioned anywhere. It has all the solutions to your question. Go read it.

4) Go for a trip. If you can't then go for a coffee. Take your mind off things.

5) Don't and I mean Don't use social Media instead how about you go for a movie. 

6) Go to the nearest Church/Temple/Mosque and sit there. Always and always you will feel a positive vibe there. Give it a try.

No. 3 is by far the best to beat 

Within 24 hours i will retell all what had actually happened between me and the girl i loved the most though i will not mention her name because i simply don't want to ruin her happily married life.