So what happened afterwards, exactly?
Guys, i'm down with FLU thus will only write half today,.
I dropped out of school while all my friends went on to do their examinations and later on degrees. For me i stayed home for two years out of contact with most of my friends. I couldn't decided what to do with my life. At times i felt all hope had been lost. I had no motivation to move forward after my US Green Card lottery was unsuccessful. In this two years i had a dream. A strange eccentric dream that changed my life.
While i'll tell you about the dream the day when my book becomes a hit until then that story is well buried in my chest.
This Flu is killing me. ARGH!!1
Wednesday, 10 January 2018
Saturday, 6 January 2018
Me
In my previous post i mentioned a bit about my past. Well in this post i'm going to elaborate on that. Before i could just jump in to saying, 'hey guys, i'm a writer and i got books to share with you,' i figured why not i tell a bit about myself.
I'm twenty-two currently. I know. Twenty-two and books? I love writing. It's what keeps my mind from drifting to you know 'her'. I'll fast forward to the part where i met her. It was way back in high school in 2009. *Long time*
I was into her.I didn't like her back then. I was you know after the pretty ones. That was my first mistake. Blindness. Hope you don't repeat that mistake. If a girl hints that she likes you, bro, you can't ignore that unless you're already committed.
Two years we didn't say much to each other. But when we changed classes she came into my stream. She sat beside me. I have that memoir of a vague smile she gave me. Then a few days later she told a friend she liked me BUT I TURNED HER DOWN. If time could just go back i would change that. Everyday i wake up i just wish I could go back and take my word.
As days went by we started to talk more. Three years and we became great friends. It was in my final year when i finally started to have feelings for her. I guess i had it coming my for being such a d*(). I started off hitting on her. She'd smile. We'd joke. I'd held her hand but it was not meant to be.
I dropped out of high school about a month and a half prior to my final examination. Yehhpp i ruined it.
What happened after that?
I'll post it up tomorrow since time's caught up with me today.
My Past
I'm twenty-two currently. I know. Twenty-two and books? I love writing. It's what keeps my mind from drifting to you know 'her'. I'll fast forward to the part where i met her. It was way back in high school in 2009. *Long time*
I was into her.I didn't like her back then. I was you know after the pretty ones. That was my first mistake. Blindness. Hope you don't repeat that mistake. If a girl hints that she likes you, bro, you can't ignore that unless you're already committed.
Two years we didn't say much to each other. But when we changed classes she came into my stream. She sat beside me. I have that memoir of a vague smile she gave me. Then a few days later she told a friend she liked me BUT I TURNED HER DOWN. If time could just go back i would change that. Everyday i wake up i just wish I could go back and take my word.
As days went by we started to talk more. Three years and we became great friends. It was in my final year when i finally started to have feelings for her. I guess i had it coming my for being such a d*(). I started off hitting on her. She'd smile. We'd joke. I'd held her hand but it was not meant to be.
I dropped out of high school about a month and a half prior to my final examination. Yehhpp i ruined it.
What happened after that?
I'll post it up tomorrow since time's caught up with me today.
Friday, 5 January 2018
Suicide Is Not An Option
"You're ugly. "
"You're so lonely."
"You're still living in the past. I'm married now. Move on"

These are not demeaning words. These are words run from a scared mouth and they did not scare me when it was directed my way. Yes it did hurt like hell but thinking about taking my life was the last thing i would have had on my mind.
Forgive me for not discussing about how to tackle rejection. I will but i just had to talk about something that's even more important.
So what made me so lonely? Refer second quoted text. Yup a girl.

"You're so lonely."
"You're still living in the past. I'm married now. Move on"
These are not demeaning words. These are words run from a scared mouth and they did not scare me when it was directed my way. Yes it did hurt like hell but thinking about taking my life was the last thing i would have had on my mind.
Forgive me for not discussing about how to tackle rejection. I will but i just had to talk about something that's even more important.
What causes suicide?
Loneliness. Yup that's the biggest factor for me. Rejection, debt, break up are other factors that push one to the edge. From my personal experience trust me I've undergone this a few years back was loneliness.
To some extent it is true that we came alone in this world and are departing alone but there comes a time when we need shoulders to lean on and cry our hearts out. Fortunately for me i had my mom there when i needed someone to share my feelings.
It may amaze you that i too saw that sharp blade of razor as an angel. There was someone who needed me here and that was my mom. It is because of her i surpassed my gloom thoughts.
How do you fight suicide?
1) Talk to the person whom you trust the most.
2) Think about the huge blow your action will give to the people who love you.
3) Read the Bible. This is rarely mentioned anywhere. It has all the solutions to your question. Go read it.
4) Go for a trip. If you can't then go for a coffee. Take your mind off things.
5) Don't and I mean Don't use social Media instead how about you go for a movie.
6) Go to the nearest Church/Temple/Mosque and sit there. Always and always you will feel a positive vibe there. Give it a try.
No. 3 is by far the best to beat
Within 24 hours i will retell all what had actually happened between me and the girl i loved the most though i will not mention her name because i simply don't want to ruin her happily married life.
Thursday, 4 January 2018
Prodigious Authors who got rejected
Writing Books or Chasing Agents
It's no new news that only a handful of authors get things going their way the first time around. More than 98% of Authors are given a thumbs down on their first Manuscript. Most first time manuscript don't even fall under an agent's eye.
So what can we do about this?
There are two things that can be done:
1) Keep to the Traditional way of things.
If you believe in your story then your never going to, even for a bit get a feel of quitting. Why would you. Because some agent who read the first line and based on his/her subjective thought made a conclusion that your book is no good or gave a bitter rejection which shattered your heart. Nope that's not it. You're not going to give up. You can't give up on something you believe in Goddamn it. You gotta work your butt. Pick yourself up and write another query letter. Chances are if you keep trying you're going to score. Would we have noticed such intriguing stories from J.K Rowling and Stephen King. If you didn't know then this might interest you that both of this renowned Authors were once initially rejected. Yup among other household names.
2) Or Self Publish your Book
There are many websites like Amazon, Smashword, Net Gallery and others that offer to have your book published. This is easy. All you gotta know is a little of formatting and designing if you plan to design your own cover. No matter the length of your book or your writing style you can be the next big sensation.
For me with the World transforming and pacing toward even more sophistication Self publishing seems the right path to choose.
Remember for a Writer it's not how much you make or sell it's how much you've changed the World for better with your message.
In my next post i will be talking about how to tackle rejections.
Wow it's been long since i posted something. Well not to worry my handful/few viewers. Today, sorry not today but tonight i would like to share a few things about me.
First let me say this>>Life's a B****
There i said it.
Ok so in the recent months gone by I was preoccupied with self publishing my Book--Vengeance In True Love. Prior to that i had a pretty nice make up job on my face. It was accidental; still it counted. I was on my way to work when suddenly Mr ignorant dumb kissed Driver of a PSV (BUS) rammed into our bus. Nice to say only three people were wounded in the accident out of twenty or so. Sad to say one of them was me.
Well that's gone and no i did not get a single cent for the loss of blood *Sigh*
Publishing your book.
That's a'lot of work if you know what i mean. I am still pretty new to how all this works but someday i'm going to break through and i'll definitely spill the beans if there are any.
Consider this as a stage of my life where i'm still trying to work things out. Not everyone has the same fate.
It's good to be back online after months. This is just a sample blog post i am doing. Will kick in the goodies later on...
First let me say this>>Life's a B****
There i said it.
Ok so in the recent months gone by I was preoccupied with self publishing my Book--Vengeance In True Love. Prior to that i had a pretty nice make up job on my face. It was accidental; still it counted. I was on my way to work when suddenly Mr ignorant dumb kissed Driver of a PSV (BUS) rammed into our bus. Nice to say only three people were wounded in the accident out of twenty or so. Sad to say one of them was me.
Well that's gone and no i did not get a single cent for the loss of blood *Sigh*
Publishing your book.
That's a'lot of work if you know what i mean. I am still pretty new to how all this works but someday i'm going to break through and i'll definitely spill the beans if there are any.
Consider this as a stage of my life where i'm still trying to work things out. Not everyone has the same fate.
It's good to be back online after months. This is just a sample blog post i am doing. Will kick in the goodies later on...
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